05/19/2026
MIGHT HEAL INSTEAD OF HURT SO MUCH FOR THE REMAINDER OF THE YEAR,
THE RELATIVES THROW A LEGIT DANCE PARTY.
WHO'S COMING OF YOURS?
"Don'tChA..."
Inside Bottrell reference on music choice.. đź’ś
05/14/2026
I call this your spacial temperature.
Allowing or disallowing people or energy into your energetic space is just as imperative as food, movement, self love and respect.
03/16/2026
When Nothing Helps: What Happens When Your Nervous System Is Overwhelmed
There are moments in life when the tools we've always relied on suddenly feel out of reach.When stress, fear, and uncertainty last long enough, our nervous s...
03/01/2026
Animals are often sent/ guided to us by our past animals to ease our heartache.
Mana certainty was after my 13 year old girl passed a year ago this month.
It's always a when you're least expecting them as well.
02/03/2026
Pretty close. Except the room is full. Some love just watching, relishing in the vibration of music. Others love joining in on b the vibration of the love you exude.
But nonetheless, pretty accurate.
01/14/2026
I Stopped Pushing- And Here's What Happened
This video explores a subtle but powerful shift in mindset:moving away from focusing on what we don’t want or don’t have, and toward a quieter openness to wh...
12/30/2025
For Sheila,
I trust that your amazing, powerful, yet tender daughter will carry all the best inside and out that life has to offer. I'm honored to have been able to combine true grit of physicality with the divination of the metaphysical, into one world. You created a beautiful human who has paved her own way, in here own way. I'm humbled to be a part of the cycle of life. She's got a long, wonderful road ahead.
12/28/2025
One thing people don't always anticipate about a reading, is that given the right timing, which sneaks in almost somewhere, there's still a copious amount of joy and laughter they want to take place.
Their job is to ease in lightening the load, the grief, the heaviness. Not add to it.
12/03/2025
The other night, Mana was throwing something around outside so big in comparison to his usual gecko or small bug.
By pure size in the dark, I thought it must have been a mouse. Come to find out it was-
A coconut rhinorosours beetle!
An invasive insect, and in the decade that I have lived here I've never seen nor even heard of one. I had to look it up and found out there are only a few and I mean less than a handful that have been found on Kauai, and therefore how to properly dispose of it.
Of course, because this was so rare and massive, I had to look up the spiritual meaning. Sure enough, it aligned with what I've been feeling; protection along with the big shift and the ripple effects that will come thereafter.
Spiritual Meaning of
Finding a coconut rhino beetle on your porch/lanai-
Transformation and Renewal
Coconut rhinoceros beetles, like many beetles, are associated with transformation because they undergo complete metamorphosis—from larva to adult. Seeing one in its final moments may symbolize that something in your life is ending, making space for a new phase or chapter. The death of the beetle can be a mirror of letting go of old patterns, habits, or situations.
Protection and Strength
These beetles are very strong for their size—they can lift heavy loads and break through coconuts. Spiritually, this strength can symbolize resilience. The presence of a dying beetle might indicate that you or someone around you has been carrying a burden, and it’s a reminder to release what no longer serves you, even if it feels difficult.