11/15/2024
Hey everyone, the last time I posted anything was July 31, about 3 1/2 months ago. I have updated my personal friend page to a point, but now I'm letting you know, too.
My surgery at Cleveland Clinic on Aug. 1st was a success! Thank you for all the prayers in my behalf. After surgery, I was initially thinking I would be back to the norm in less than a month. Boy was I wrong! I went in with an unobtainable expectation, not giving my body the time to heal. Today it's been over 14 weeks and I'm still healing. When you have your brain worked on, every expectation is different per person, but if it's going to be done, you need to take your time and give yourself grace.
Healing has been taking time and as for the seizures...I am seizure free! Thanks to my Heavenly Father and those directed by him and your prayers. It's amazing the fact that I am seizure free, experiencing situations I've never dealt with. In the past I compared everything with seizures, being born with it. I'm learning about my body that is definitely new to me. I feel like maybe an 8-month old child driving a motorcycle - a lot of work ahead!
Physical, emotional, and spiritual healing are all different and heal at different rates. Physically, I'm doing much better, but not done. Emotionally, I'm still healing. The operation removed an area that dealt with my emotions, so they are now being redefined. There can be a lot of ups and downs. I'm so grateful for my family and friends that have been backing me the whole way, particularly my wife.
Spiritually, I have come closer to my Father in Heaven than I have been for a while. I know he's there and loves me! I love being closer to him and look forward to the future. He loves us all, even though sometimes we don't understand why "something" happens, there's a purpose.
As for my focus, I still love woodworking and will continue to do so as my body heals, in addition to a new focus that has been given to me...I am writing a book focusing on the miracles that I've experienced. I look forward to giving love and hope to all those that have seizures. Also, I hope the book will help family and friends understand what it's like to have seizures, and how awesome they are as they show love and support.